The New Lands

I’ve been on the road for about two months, and I have no idea when I’ll be back home.

How do you pack for that? Someone was asking me yesterday. 

And I thought, “Wow, if only they knew”.

Right now, I feel like my suitcases are full of things I have no use of. Clothes that are out of season, others I have worn too much, and a few new things that I would love to give a better home to. Like a perfect dressing room. Not a crammed luggage that’s so heavy people at airports look at me like I am carrying Kim Kardashian’s suitcases and she’s right behind.

It’s just like my thoughts. I feel full of a heavy baggage that I don’t know where to put down. 

In other words, I feel like a mess. 

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It’s almost like this year gave me a choice. 

You’re either going to be reasonable, stay home and take care of yourself. Or you’re going to pack your stuff and go, follow your heart and this man you love, and you’ll have no clear idea where you’ll land.

Tough choice. My life in Los Angeles was so perfect... My per…