The Override
That’s it. I have no more tolerance for anything.
If I drink too much wine, and by that I mean half a glass, I get tired and swollen.
I used to be able to drink all night and wake up fresh like a rose.
If I listen to too much bullshit, I get micro panic attacks.
I used to be able to put up with so much of it, you’d think it was my job.
If I eat too much sugar, and by that I mean a plate of pasta, I get red and shaky.
I used to be able to gobble a whole box of cookies for dinner.
I have lost tolerance, physically and emotionally.
It's lowered so much, I don’t even know who I am anymore.
Here is my question. Is this a problem?
Or is it actually the solution to all my problems? Ah!
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Wouldn’t it be wonderful if you had signals that would tell you to stay away from a person?
Wouldn’t it be amazing if your body could tell you to remove yourself from a situation?
Wouldn't it be helpful if you could naturally feel if a food wasn’t good for you?
Right?
That’s exactly what this is.
Sure, sometimes I also wonde…